Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in redcatcher56's LiveJournal:

Friday, March 25th, 2005
9:21 am	Can You 'Do It" at the Movie? I went recently to a movie with my family (wife and son) and about half way through the movie at a not too interesting part, I had this huge vision come into my mind of kneeling before my wife, her legs spread wide and I start easting her out in the dark. I could see my head move with the light of the movie reflecting off my hair and her leaned back in the chair watching the movie and enjoying the licking and not trying to moan that would draw attention. What a huge and satisfying smile she had on her face; doing the nasty in the movie with people all around us and getting some intense loving at the same time. When the vision had passed, I put my hand on her leg and slowly worked it up to that perfect "Y" of her pants and allowed my fingers to brush the crease of the jeans at her most sensitive part. I never felt her move or squirm or moan but felt her eyes on me. Knowing my wife as I do, I knew this would be as far as I got so I settled back to watch the rest of the show, with my hand still on her leg. So my question to the world, have you ever been able to successfully engage in a sexual act while at the movies? Current Mood: curious (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
12:51 pm	My First Post I have asked and been granted access to several 'friends only' sites with the promise that I would be actively posting in my own journal. I start this first post with a bit of history about my self. First, I am at that phase of my life where many would start to consider me old (I am over fifty now). I have experienced many of the pleasures of this world having been in the military through most of my adult life. I am in my second marriage of over 10 years still trying to understand why the first one didn't work (that one lasted 17 years and 4 kids). Not that I want to ever get back with her but to understand how things got so screwed up and so destructive. I love women and marvel at their capacity to love selflessly; their ability to give of them selves almost to the point of being self-destructive. I also marvel at how women think, how they process information and how they utilize it which means I am still trying to figure them out. Any one with an idea on that subject I would greatly appreciate your insight. Maybe you have that elusive answer. I will also reflect about my self and the good and bad decisions I have made to bring me to this point. The things that have made me what I am today. Much of my life has been very good yet there are those singular moments where I went the wrong way and caused so much pain to those I care for and destroyed myself. Those moments haunt my memories to this day and maybe this journal will be the therapy I need to learn to forgive myself. Another great concept that is easily said but extremely difficult to implement and live with. Did you ever notice that you can forgive a friend / companion for an indiscretion but it takes forever to forgive yourself. To those who read this, welcome. There will be times this journal may contain very explicit sexual content and others not. Those who are offended I apologize and to the others, rock on. Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)